When I look back into the past,there are many lessons I’ve learnt,many mistakes I’ve made and chosen things at the wrong time.I have been a person stuck in between,unable to get past the rights or the wrongs.Maybe,I’ve been conflicted this whole time.I have fallen in love with numerous people just to realize it wasn’t really love,it was infatuation. I’ve made bad life decisions and lived with my own imperfection.
All I actually want to do is go tell the ‘me’ in past,its okay to live with wrong choices,its fine if relationships go wrong,its alright if your love isn’t returned.There is one point when you have to deal with your mistakes and do it happily,the future is better,you can evolve,you can create it with your own hands.Also karma is real,do the right things, break free from undesirable people,it’s for the best.Its normal to feel upset,to cry,to feel low.Its a part of life.You are going to lose some people in your life,they may walk away but don’t let this bring out the worst in you,respect the ones who stayed through what seemed like an oblivion.Be a little grateful for what you have.Learn to say ‘no’,its for the best,it preserves your self respect.Have a little hope in yourself.Don’t ever think you dint leave an impression, a mark on a person you have been with.They probably see you in the things you liked,like books,flowers and the stars.
Please don’t overreact immediately,take a little breather,think it through and then give an appropriate reaction.Listen to people,you aren’t always right,mistakes happen learn to accept them and improve.Sometimes its okay if you don’t reciprocate or reply to people.Blocking the people who are poisonous to you,isn’t a wrong thing.Do it.Above all be a little sympathetic and kind.It will overshadow your faults and open your eyes to a very different reality.Its an amazing world,take the best it has. .
Summer is that time of the year we all look forward to.Its the time when you finally get the idyllic afternoon naps,long beach walks,clear blue sky and starry nights.Its a luxury to step out the daily routine,wake up late,enjoy that cup of tea and laze around in general.Summer is the time when we create our own stories.
This Summer I created my own story.It wasn’t the perfect type like described above but it was something different.It was my time of self-discovery and self realisation.It taught me a lot of things,lessons that still hurt but I’m still walking.I learnt its okay to have an emotional breakdown and get a good cry.It just made me a stronger person.This summer I met some people I would never let go of.I’d relive this summer again if i could maybe I regret a thing or two but it is overshadowed by good experiences.This summer was magical.